One of those days

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

It has been one of those days, where the hatred of the g-tube outweighs the praise it has received.  Where getting passed the fact that it's kept her alive and growing, healthy and well, is impossible to do.  It's been one of those days where I just want to throw in the towel.   

My baby won't eat.  My baby can't eat. 

For those who know me, they know those words burn.  I'm one that loves a challenge and can usually tackle one successfully.  If my test has been patience.  I'm certainly learning that one.   

But this one, it has me beat down and while I'm in no way having a pity party....(really, I'm not), I want to. 

I'm tired of the tube.  There, I've said it. 

I just want her to eat. 

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