Friday, July 22, 2011

I CAN NOT get this out of my mind and wanted to share on here where I know it will be saved for YOU forever!! You are surrounded by angels!!   Every time I leave you I say, "God protect you and ALL the angels around you. Lord, I plead the blood of Jesus in the name of Jesus over this baby!  I love you sweet baby girl!"  Tonight, I also realized that although God's army of angels are around you in that room you have angels of the human form that He has perfectly lined up to care for you- be it your doctors, nurses, respiratory therapist, speech therapist, occupational, and physical therapist.  They too are your angels! 

I heard a story tonight about one of your doctors and I can not get it out of my head.  Last night a baby was born that they knew would not survive.  For whatever reason, the parents of the baby chose not to hold or see their baby.  Your doctor, and one day I'll tell you some more stories, held that precious angel baby as it went to heaven.  He could not just let that baby lie in a bassinet to pass on its own!  I'm humbled, speechless and in tears because I can so see him sitting back in that chair with that sweet baby in his arms as it took its last breaths in this life.  I feel certain, that their are few doctors that would have done this.  You have been so blessed to be cared for by a man like this and all the members of Alli's "Dream Team" who have been perfectly aligned and assigned for you sweet girl! 

You were so stinkin' cute and happy today!! Just seeing you smile wipes away all the pain and hurt from this I do now suffer from a little post traumatic stress syndrome after last week, but we can fix that! We love you to the heavens and back and are so thankful for all the angels that surround you!!

1 comment

  1. This is absolutely beautiful, one of the most tear-jerking posts I've ever read on the internet. How wonderful and blessed that little baby was to have it's own "angel" watching over it, even if only for a short time.

    God bless you and your precious family.


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